You caused the unholy war between my head and my heart.
– p.n.
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I just feel like-
even if I was to lose all the weight and reach my goal weight, I still won’t be happy…
It’s been so long since I’ve been skinny that I forgot what my body looks like, so I’m just terrified.
I feel like I’ve damaged my body so much by putting on so much weight that even if I’m skinny I’ll still look disgusting because of the amount of stretch marks on my body.
I just don’t want to think about it, because if I did I would give up INSTANTLY on improving myself and becoming the person I want to be.
I just really badly want my appearance to match my personality, I really badly want to dress the way I want to without being self conscious of my size.